Fishing

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So, it's been a loooong time since I've posted anything. I've deleted A lot I wish I hadn't, but such is life. I recently saw a HIMYM episode entitled "hooked". It opened my eyes to many past experiences. It goes like this, every person has someone they get hooked on. This person becomes their everything they want, but can't have because they're on their own hook. It's a cycle that goes round and round. Once realized, you have two options, realize you're hooked on this person, you can unhook yourself knowing this person is hooked on someone else, and leave it at that. Option two, swim hard and hope you get reeled in, but this is usually a battle that can end up in you being reeled In and in the end, it can be good and can also end In you being tossed back in. One can only hope they're kept and not eaten, while tired and hopeful . Where am I in this uphill swim on a hook? I haven't a clue. I know I'm hooked and ill keep swimming , maybe ill see something that will make me pull away even if I rip myself open doing so. Until then I can only hope for a happy ending. If not, then at least I had a small taste of the happy familiar feeling I once had. Goodnight!!!